Did you start crossdressing by going into Mommy’s panty drawer? I took mom’s bra off the laundry line and put in on under my shirt. Boobies!…..I know a little boi that would go down into his friends cellar with nobody home. The friends’ Mother was a big strong Woman. he went down and put on her dirty laundry. She wore black seamed stockings (mid 60’s I believe) and he would put on Her sexy black slips and stockings and take another pair of black seamed stockings and stretch out the stocking and rub it back and forth (about 30 inches of yarn) and try and get the SEAM to run directly across his pee pee hole until it BLED and he told Me that was his first ORGASM and he went into that cellar every day after coming home from Catholic school….never got caught….but the SEED was planted. little man was addicted to Powerful Women and especially Black Stockings etc.